Alone

All alone still whether or not it be a blessing or I’m cursed, isolated from the world due to my low trust I’m vengeful versed, it crush nobody has my back, they all give up when I get mad, but I cry out from done wrong past, reaching for help just fuck you’s back,

I exaggerated limits, but not ashamed I dreamt to big, I’ve let some down a hundred times just maybe once we shared a win, I can’t blame them they don’t like me, to be real I hate me too, you insane if you still behind me, saying you love me can’t ever be true

I did alot with just my own, since I ain’t tapped guess they get pissed, I told them first I’ll do it all, then when I failed I’m they main diss, they attack me just to test me but I can’t make up pretend causes, feel it’s always for a reason if they bring me down to where I lost it,

I’m offended by myself like I’m upset by my life choices, don’t provide quick explanations so it’s hard following wise voices, wish for a rule that there’s a limit you fall to where you get specials, fantasies gets sold for cheap when you choose life plugged into cables

For the life that I received I want to praise who chose the seed, all who watered as it grew and those who used it for their needs, figured out I’m to be given from being stripped if it’s for greed, I asked for little to accomplish, truly happy what I’ll leave,

All my struggles dropped the ball and created this big mess, now beyond my capabilities I’m just watching in distress, I can never pay the debt so I’ll just save you all the trouble, take it all I’m not worth it I deserve this lonely bubble